Mad Mick's Wheelchair Adventures

 Looks like I have not given up, so what's been happening? This is my last day of my old life just finished my last glass of wine and my last joint. So how do I feel, stoned and pissed, what else did you except but still with it enough to write this. God has answered my prayer's again, my life was shit and i just wanted to die but i reached out and asked for help, I now have a great mental health team but even with there help i dont have the reason or motivation to do what i should, I just went through the motions but I now realise that with out all there help and work I would not be where I am now. I am in the best place I have been for a very very long time, I start my new life tomorow, no drink or drugs to cloud real life, I have to face real life now and it scares the crap out of me. The big issue has been, how will I cope with my pain without drink or drugs. I  have a plan as baldrick would say and it simple... exercise,exercise ,exercise, AA meetings, AA meetings. It is r